History of a pure old statement le complete brahmacari, 16 years in the system. ♂️ I didn’t leave ISKCON. They left it long ago. 16 years. Asbi, service, harinama, preaching. Every morning – mangala-arati. Every afternoon – a report. At first I thought this was the way to God for loyalty. Then I realized: this is the way to exhaustion, if you don’t know how to keep quiet by seeing dirt. I saw how not those who serve, but who know how to smile up, advance. How donations are discounted, how they are granted “blessings” for loyalty. How a brahmacari who dared to ask a question suddenly finds itself “under the influence of Kali.” I tried to talk. I first someone. And then as important as