According to her own years, she wanted to feel that Satsvarlepa’s romance, he had fallen in 1978, as it can be read in this letter where she describes an inappropriate relationship with her secretary: “When I first wrote about my relationship with Pranada Dasi, I underestimated her duration and gravity. I was afraid and wanted to protect my reputation, Pranada Dasi’s, and to avoid damaging the faith of many devotees who trusted me as an example of Krishna’s conscience. In retrospect, they were a mistake, and I hope this letter clarified a few things.” “As a young sannyasi, in 1978 in Los Angeles, I developed a secret attraction to Pranada Dasi. Later, I told her and my then husband, Vadiraja Dasa, the second initiation. I never